Question Meme Round Two

[shutthefoxup]

Question Meme Round Two!

Feel free to ask me any questions about either Silver or Camellia here~! Let me know if you want me to ask you stuff in return.

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[liarliarliar]

B does think of it. He thinks he would have a lot more roleplay banging happening? And Gold would have taken the rejection better than Mori. But at the same time...he made the choice he did for a reason. He's closer to Gold emotionally and that won out.

If he were dating Mori he would be less touchy with both Gold and Silver. And probably miss out on some sleepovers. He would probably still be close friends with the twins though. And probably tbh overly willing to share Mori with C. But also suffering a little for that in that he'd think of C as the Better Match as the more interesting tiny.

LOOKS ONLY geez.

For girls, B likes boyish girls. Not into huge chests, he likes androgynous girls more than curvy girls. With guys it isn't like overly muscley guys but they do need to be fit. He probably finds Enstars Leo pretty hot with the cute red hair? But really it could change according to mood.

As for kinks oof. Kabedon and general like. Roughness? Being held down or tied up is A+++. Roleplay is extremely A+++++. Especially if costumes are involved. He'd probably freak out but also get turned on a lot by being watched if it was the right person watching. Sure ain't admitting that one!

Tell me about some of Silver's nightmares/fears!

[shutthefoxup]

Most of Silver's conscious fears revolve around Gold and the tinies safety, both physical and emotional. He does care and worry about Wild City, but he is also aware a lot of them seek out trouble. And when you look for trouble, you find it. So he can't take on worry for their choices, especially when most of them are adults that enjoy danger. He can care about them, support them, want them to be safe....but when they actively look for danger, that's when he has to back off a little and protect himself mentally and emotionally. The one exception being Talon because he is of course ultimately a kid. He's gotten much better about fire! He's still a little wiggy about being confined, but he has been working on that as well.

Subconsciously...dream wise....a lot of the reoccuring themes in his nightmares involve not being able to move. Since he feels pretty useless/helpless and also that lingering fear from being strapped to the table and forcibly injected with god knows what... Eye trauma is a new one thanks to the spike game lololo.... Losing everyone, everyone deciding they don't like him, being abandoned....also grrrrreat nightmare material. But yeah, the most common nightmare theme is just straight up not being able to move.

What team would B have been on if not Alcheme? How do you think he would have been different?

[liarliarliar]

I genuinely cannot imagine B anywhere else. HSS is too Heroic~ and he'd hate the pressure of it and feel so out of place. Avante same thing. Wild City he'd feel like a burden. Taisho take themselves too seriously. Zrael are scary to him and he'd be uncomfortable from the violence. Sensitiv he'd be having a nervous breakdown with Anubis by now. There's just not really anywhere else I'd be comfortable putting him except maybe Pep Pep or LiliS but those are later units.

I think he'd be infinitely more stressed and beaten down if he had been on one of the more Emotional teams that get riled up and heated during bad games. He needs to cling onto civility and stability during those times and people getting emotional would be nervewracking for him. He doesn't particularly deal with conflict that well unless he's instigating or able to maneuver some control somehow. He'd probably be in a pretty similar place to Gold or Hurricane where he'd be just. Why bother.

He'd also probably not had been able to level up his friendship with C so. That'd be the Big Difference. The likelyhood of them locking themselves into Bullshit Loops is way higher when they don't share a unit.

Is Silver mentally prepared for C's dangan bullshit backstory.

[shutthefoxup]

To be honest? Yes. He basically assumes C is dead. Which is why he feels no hesitance offering them a place to go. Just wants to keep both their boys safe and happy. Just come live with twins. Come with twins to college. Get apartment with twins. Sleepovers every night. Profit. Except for the part where C gets them kicked out of Tokyo Disney Sea for life.

How would B like normal high school? Would he join any clubs? Or would he just stick with C and the twins until graduation? Would he be interested in getting to know and befriending the team or even the rival teams?

[liarliarliar]

B would need some time to get use to regular schooling. He's not use to a structured schedule and it'd be a huge loss of control actually. He probably would be too Unsure to join any clubs at least at first. He may eventually join a club just to be Busy? But he would probably prefer to just stick to C and the twins at least at first.

He would probably look to the twins for cues on who to befriend/talk to. Wary of stepping on their feet etc since in a weird way he'd be a Guest. But just a guest for like. Forever....

how it gonna feel when/if Silver finds out the circumstances of C's death? cuz boy aint that a convoluted mess involving two other members of imeeji

[shutthefoxup]

Points at eyes points at other Dangans. That said. He would definitely settle in to handling them much the way he handles Avante. Which is keeping how much he hates them to himself so that he doesn't make things worse for C. He knows C doesn't want him to do a violence for him and that violence doesn't solve violence, but MAN. He also knows since one of them is even on C's own team, it's not like he can keep X away from C. He wouldn't want to make either of the small scared of him or create problems for them. So settling in to just supporting C, reminding him he has a place to go and all around feeling useless it is. If they ever get confirmation on WHO from memories.....please just let him get one good punch to the face in.....

Would be feel less like a guest once they got out of highschool at least? And got into a twins and tinies apartment? Also how is B feeling about C convuluted death mess?

[liarliarliar]

Once time moved on and years passed, B would ease into it yes. And being out of high school in itself allows B back to a more familiar freedom as well that would make him more comfortable. Sharing a home with his boys would be So Good.

There's no details on C dying yet or confirmation but BOY DOES B SUSPECT IT. AND HE IS UNHAPPY. He knows it's stressing C out and most importantly: C didn't even want to know this. Maki forced this on him by publicly taking memories and dragging him into this. And then X bothered him about stuff DURING A TRAUMA GAME. The entire thing is coming for C without him having any say in it. And once it comes up it's like...okay and? So what? He can't control the past, he can't change the past, knowing about the past....does not actually Help C in any way since C has no intention of returning even if alive.

To B it all seems like C is just a victim of other peoples' bullshit. Maki lacks consideration and that is annoying for B. Like the stuff where she lets C provoke her and get under her skin is hugely annoying for B too and he worries she's going to haul off and do a violence. But even beyond that just. The disregard for how her memories effect C and others annoys B. Especially since they all know that the murder game involves HORRIFIC MURDERS. B has seen one murder via maki and another via C THEY BOTH SUCK. Please have consideration and maybe don't REPLAY YOUR MURDER SHIT where people can see!!111

So B is just. Deeply frustrated because it feels like a lot of people not giving a shit about C and making C more and more moody and unhappy and stressed. When it didn't have to be that way and Who Cares About Memories ANYWAY.

In a heart game, would Silver destroy something in the name of Helping?

[shutthefoxup]

Heart games are terrifying and he feels like a clumsy giant stumbling around trying not to fuck shit up. He would PREFER to just....make a mental note, get the hell out of the heart and handle it in a way where the person has control over the change. He thinks changing stuff in someones heart is some monkey paw shit and steals the last little bit of control from people that they have in this place. The only thing people control here is themselves and their reactions to things. So changing things FOR THEM feels WRONG. He definitely has learned his lesson from the first round of heart games. Really, their role should just be LOOK DONT TOUCH. In the first round, he didn't really realize the full scope of what was happening/what they were doing/where they were/how real and lasting it was. Things.....like Mori on the roof and child!Haruto in the closet are hard to ignore though.....how do you just walk by something like that???

How is B gonna be after Rise graduates?

[liarliarliar]

AINT...GONNA BE GOOD. How not good depends on circumstances but even best case scenario she is still taking Hell's Deal and thus will be sacrificing herself for the sake of B and others. For her own sake too of course but. But.

It's still a lot and depressing and B will be in knots because it means he'll have to figure out how to rescue her because of course he'll have to rescue her??? But how can someone as small and weak as him DO that??? It's a lot of pressure and stress. He's going to be not great. And in a way even though she means well it will feel like a betrayal of sorts since this means she can become a host now and. That's hard to face too.

He's going to feel very powerless and very alone and very confused and his ability to trust will probably become a little shaky.

how is SILVER going to feel about Rise choosing to become a host etc and B's ensuing emotional crash.

[shutthefoxup]

He's going to think even though it was 'selfless' of her, that it was also very 'selfish'. Because of course that kind of decision would hurt B! He'll feel a lot of resentment on B's behalf. He'll just....try to get B to come to stitch and bitch so he can vent hopefully. And he'll just try to make sure B knows that he and Gold would never take that kind of deal, so that he doesn't have to start worrying that they'd pull the same shit. In the aftermath...he'll probably keep a careful eye on B and make sure C is looking out for him during games. He'll want to check in with people to see if B has had a cry yet, because that kind of thing needs a cry. Maybe try to work with C to see what ACTUAL ACTIONABLE PLANS he has for becoming a God so they can find ways for B to help so they can help him feel useful. Stuff like that...

What has been B's favorite piece of fanmail? Least favorite? How does he feel about being watched in general?

[liarliarliar]

B likes the plushies most. Nice sweet simple things that don't carry weird yucky words with them. The jail set plushies especially were great!!

Least fav are def the rude letters accusing him of things he already thinks about himself and the graphic doujinshi where he or others are harmed. But he hangs onto those usually and looks at them when his mood is low, like picking at a scab. So the ones that dig at him about Mori, the doujin where Gold just murders him. He hates them but. He keeps. Looking.

He haatteeesss being watched and it makes him feel like he should Always Be On. He forces himself to come down off of Stage Self a lot more than he's actually comfortable with doing just cuz he knows if he's On all the time he will lose his fucking mind. It's hard trying to always be cute~ and nice~.

How is Silver feeling about pretty princess crush corner?

[shutthefoxup]

It was A LOT. Just...a lot of attention directed at him. A lot going on. As stated in body language...he really doesn't like a lot of touch? At least outside of Gold/smalls/WC. And he especially doesn't like it when surprised with it/not being the one to initiate it. So getting kissed by surprise and being rubbed against on top of apparently both of them seeing each other as Silver too and love confessions and both of them going on about how amazing Silver is....it was just a lot. Especially when he's already about to faint and choking on flower petals.

Silver is....doubtful. Of anyone who claims to have a crush on him. He knows he has a lot of faults and flaws and generally other people don't get to see those. So the second someone says they have a crush on him its just like....oh. You have a crush on the idea of me/my face/my body. And to be fair, C was right, since day one Silver has used being nice to look at and being generically likable to hopefully encourage people into liking him just enought to think twice about bussing Wild City.

Twins are used to being confessed to back home...hell they have a lot of fans (half of which are just there because theyre cute rather than for love of volleyball)...and also being considered interchangeable. So for Silver to be comfortable with a crush, he has to believe that person actually sees him. Twins are weird and possessive and not really good at sharing and don't really understand poly. Silver sees most of the drama circling around a lot of the relationships here and he doesn't really want any of that. So aside from doubting most people to manage to be chill in a relationship, he also doubts most people's ability to manage to be faithful and not smooch around with other people. Even if he was to just do a fwb thing he still...doesn't really want....someone to go around smooching a bunch of other people too? Feels weird and bad. In a fwb thing if someone wanted to smooch someone else, that's cool, just like tell him so they can break things off first and keep things drama free. Not big enough on smooching to want to deal with drama for it. How do other people not manage to do a smooch and stay chill? idk man.

Talk to me about B and food. What foods does he love, what does he hate, can he cook, does he graze or do full meals, etc.

[liarliarliar]

B likes a lot of fo--

Well. B usually enjoys food of many varieties. He tends towards sweets less out of an actual appreciation for them and more just to appear more cutesy~. Not that he dislikes sweets, but its very a LOOK HOW CUTE I AM thing to appear to prefer them. He enjoys homey staples and such the most probably.

That said he's very much as of late lost his appetite and appreciation of food. While before he'd go to the cafe just because He Wants To now he mostly just makes himself eat his rations. He'll nibble on whatever he's given by friends but he now rarely finishes what he's eating. B knows it's not. Great. But the enjoyment has been sucked out. He's slowly starting to get his appetite back but it's a process.

B can cook!

B hates cooking. He much rather others cook for him and take it as a symbol of their doting on him. He feels bad that he never returns the favor but he just kind of dislikes cooking. It's not very fun, a lot of effort, and he's not especially good at it. Not that he's bad either. Just. He don't. Wanna. He already does a lot! So someone else! Do this!!!

B is very much a grazer who tends towards maybe one actual meal a day aside from recently where he is very dutifully making himself eat his rations in one sitting every day so he won't forget.

How much does Silver see himself and Gold in the tinies? You've mentioned before he notices similarities between the ways they act and the twins sometimes.

[shutthefoxup]

In general, the tinies flow very much so matches the twin. Despite the fact B and C are constantly running around like crazy, they are both actually very chill in reality.

The tinies work with the twins because they're also 'good' without being overly 'nice'. The tinies aren't saints and neither are the twins; they have petty thoughts and get tired of peoples bullshit and just want everyone to stop their nonsense for like two seconds. The tinies are realists, like the twins, and despite being from murder school and magical boy land, are also down to earth.

Both the twins and the tinies are hyper aware of appearances and how people view things and how that can be manipulated etc etc.

Silver and B definitely have the most similarities in terms of coping and needing to be busy and experiencing a lot of 'second best' feelings. C keeps busy too, of course, and Gold is kind of the odd one out in that, but a lot of that probably relates to his unit issues and strong sad. wheeze.

As far as twins and tinies go, Gold and B definitely are prone towards depression versus Silver and C being prone to manic energy etcetc. Twins and tinies are all generally smarter than they let on and come to a lot of the smae conclusions.

Main thing being the energy/vibe though; pr faces aside. They're not the extreme of 'nice' to the point of being genuinely bubbly and outgoing and sunshine/rainbows...and they're not so 'good' to the point of self righterous and overbearing. They're all tired and realistic and can forgive but never forget, but they're all still good boys.

Would B ever start working for one of the producers? If so, what would he take? Would he ever take up host life? Also separate, but is he going to take part in the anon post when it goes up? Would B have fun playing truth or dare with the twins and C? What dares or truths would he ask of them?

[liarliarliar]

It's extremely unlikely B would ever work for the producers. He very much doesn't want to become someone else's puppet or minion. Especially in a situation where he can't escape from it. Intensity knows B will abandon him if he seems to go off rails. And B practically exists to keep C in check and has the ability to rein him in. Ain't nothing you can do with working for FUCKING DEMONS. He doesn't trust himself to be smart enough to break things from the inside. He figures it'd come at too high a personal cost and he just. Isn't at that point yet where he can sacrifice himself for Everyone like that. Especially when Everyone as a whole are always disappointing him.

Anon post hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm not likely unless he sees something interesting or if he wants to be obnoxious. B doesn't really see the point in laying his real~ emotions~ bare in public. Maybe he'd shit stir a little? Really depends on how others are using it. But B isn't super interested in publicly talking shit about people under the cover of anon. Unless it's like. So funny.

TRUTH OR DARE hn. I think if its Just With Them he could enjoy it. If it's them he doesn't mind near so much letting himself be seen in an honest way. And in return he could get their truths as well? And he trusts their dares wouldn't be unbearable even if they could be aggravating.

HOW MUCH BETTER IS SILVER NOW THAT HARUTO AND ARIES HAVE RETURNED