He still feels awful about her first day-ish and not being able to get everyone out of Hell in time to meet back up with her. He knows even if she's forgiven it, that doesn't mean she's forgotten it. And he's sure even if she knows it wasn't intentional and that they did their best, it doesn't change the fact he couldn't fulfill a promise to her on her first day. He worries that may have shaped or affected her longterm trust in him.
He's still trying to figure out her comfort levels and how to best support her. Especially after accidentally hitting her with a volleyball when trying to help distract her.... Everyone on Wild City is very different from him with very different memories and hang ups and he tries his best to be sensitive of those things and support them in ways they're comfortable with.
He appreciates that Plover wants to protect the team and he will let Whisky and Plover have their chance to play hard in the next game because they deserve their chance to feel their voices are heard. He never wants anyone on the team to feel powerless or unsupported.
That said, he does definitely think they need to get the ball rolling on Plover being able to read ASAP. For her comfort level since several times now her not being able to read has caused her stress.
He thinks she's very strong and that she's adapted well/quickly to this place. She has stepped up during the whole double amnesia episode and has folded into the rhythm of the team effortlessly. He appreciates that she is there for Coyote and can understand her and look out for her, since he and Coyote always seem to be on different wavelengths. He hopes she feels cared about and supported, but because her/coyote/north are all so new still....he definitely feels like he still has a long way to go on understanding and getting to know them. He wants to! And he's willing to listen! He just knows...there has been a lot of bad timing and unfortunate situations and such during her time as a newbie. L-low key feels like he failed the newbies and not sure how to make it up to them. But yes. Plover is soo good. Tries so hard. Cares for team. Very sweet. Much adaptable. Very resilient and strong.
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Date: 2019-05-21 12:15 am (UTC)He still feels awful about her first day-ish and not being able to get everyone out of Hell in time to meet back up with her. He knows even if she's forgiven it, that doesn't mean she's forgotten it. And he's sure even if she knows it wasn't intentional and that they did their best, it doesn't change the fact he couldn't fulfill a promise to her on her first day. He worries that may have shaped or affected her longterm trust in him.
He's still trying to figure out her comfort levels and how to best support her. Especially after accidentally hitting her with a volleyball when trying to help distract her.... Everyone on Wild City is very different from him with very different memories and hang ups and he tries his best to be sensitive of those things and support them in ways they're comfortable with.
He appreciates that Plover wants to protect the team and he will let Whisky and Plover have their chance to play hard in the next game because they deserve their chance to feel their voices are heard. He never wants anyone on the team to feel powerless or unsupported.
That said, he does definitely think they need to get the ball rolling on Plover being able to read ASAP. For her comfort level since several times now her not being able to read has caused her stress.
He thinks she's very strong and that she's adapted well/quickly to this place. She has stepped up during the whole double amnesia episode and has folded into the rhythm of the team effortlessly. He appreciates that she is there for Coyote and can understand her and look out for her, since he and Coyote always seem to be on different wavelengths. He hopes she feels cared about and supported, but because her/coyote/north are all so new still....he definitely feels like he still has a long way to go on understanding and getting to know them. He wants to! And he's willing to listen! He just knows...there has been a lot of bad timing and unfortunate situations and such during her time as a newbie. L-low key feels like he failed the newbies and not sure how to make it up to them. But yes. Plover is soo good. Tries so hard. Cares for team. Very sweet. Much adaptable. Very resilient and strong.
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