Silver has been talking to B a lot more lately about things that bug him! Whether it’s just petty or serious stuff lately, he continues to grow more comfortable with B! Who even thought it was possible?
He really meant it too re; talking to B about being protective of Gold and how, if he thought B was bad, he would’ve nipped Gold and B’s relationship in the bud. Silver is very possessive of Gold and it just goes to show how much he likes and trusts B that he is okay with him dating Gold.
He respects B a lot. B has been through a lot of shit but still tries so hard. He may mope or complain when something bad happens, but he always gets back up and keeps going despite it. He helps everyone, even those that don’t deserve it, and he does it all at personal cost.
Silver just wishes B would give himself as much leeway as he gives everyone else. When B talks shit about himself, he’s talking shit about someone important to Silver. He doesn’t know if he can or even should try to get B to understand that really. He isn’t bad or weak or any of that. He knows a lot of this is just self esteem issues B has and that he can probably only support B but can’t fix it himself, that’s something b will have to do. He worries too if he tries to reinforce that B is good....that B will clam up and just not voice those thoughts.
So all he can do is gentle support like helping B with roller skating or trying to make him laugh with silly drunk texts etc etc. It doesn’t feel like enough....but he’s pretty certain pushing more than that will just make B close up.
More than ever he wants B (and of course C) to come home with them. Especially after hearing he was shot in the head. He can’t force B to say yes, but....he does want to at least keep reminding him he is wanted and has a place to go. Will also probably start working on a course outline for getting B caught up in his studies just in case.
B and C have always been that magical sweet spot of good but not TOO good. They have a good edge of realism and sarcasm and self deprecation while still managing to be sincere, consistent and well intentioned. He can’t protect them but he wants to support both of them and at least help them relax and have fun sometimes. The more he gets to know them the more he cares about them.
Also a note he wants his John class buddy back so he can pass notes back and forth like a loser.
Reverse! Also talk to me about Bs biggest worry as of right now and Bs biggest relief as of right now.
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Date: 2019-05-20 08:10 pm (UTC)He really meant it too re; talking to B about being protective of Gold and how, if he thought B was bad, he would’ve nipped Gold and B’s relationship in the bud. Silver is very possessive of Gold and it just goes to show how much he likes and trusts B that he is okay with him dating Gold.
He respects B a lot. B has been through a lot of shit but still tries so hard. He may mope or complain when something bad happens, but he always gets back up and keeps going despite it. He helps everyone, even those that don’t deserve it, and he does it all at personal cost.
Silver just wishes B would give himself as much leeway as he gives everyone else. When B talks shit about himself, he’s talking shit about someone important to Silver. He doesn’t know if he can or even should try to get B to understand that really. He isn’t bad or weak or any of that. He knows a lot of this is just self esteem issues B has and that he can probably only support B but can’t fix it himself, that’s something b will have to do. He worries too if he tries to reinforce that B is good....that B will clam up and just not voice those thoughts.
So all he can do is gentle support like helping B with roller skating or trying to make him laugh with silly drunk texts etc etc. It doesn’t feel like enough....but he’s pretty certain pushing more than that will just make B close up.
More than ever he wants B (and of course C) to come home with them. Especially after hearing he was shot in the head. He can’t force B to say yes, but....he does want to at least keep reminding him he is wanted and has a place to go. Will also probably start working on a course outline for getting B caught up in his studies just in case.
B and C have always been that magical sweet spot of good but not TOO good. They have a good edge of realism and sarcasm and self deprecation while still managing to be sincere, consistent and well intentioned. He can’t protect them but he wants to support both of them and at least help them relax and have fun sometimes. The more he gets to know them the more he cares about them.
Also a note he wants his John class buddy back so he can pass notes back and forth like a loser.
Reverse! Also talk to me about Bs biggest worry as of right now and Bs biggest relief as of right now.